if I mess this up I’m never gonna forgive myself. can’t wait to go home and see if anything changes. I really hope so ):

please just text me back ): I don’t know if I said something wrong or if you just fell asleep. I know you have work in the morning…I’m just so paranoid. like I seriously can’t wait to come home. all I want is to be with you, but I hate this feeling. it feels wrong probably because it is wrong. but if anything happens…I probably wont stop myself which makes me upset. why am I in this position? D:

I wanna text you so baaaddd, but I’m not your girlfriend…and I can’t tell what my place is yet. all I know is that I miss you SO much. being in the mountains for four days is literally killing me.

waiting for your text messages SERIOUSLY kills me. ah.

youre the very first guy that things are natural with…when we talk i dont have to second guess every little thing that i say. i dont have to take five minutes thinking of the perfect thing to say. im completely comfortable texting you first. youve made me feel more special than any other guy has in my entire lifee. i get butterflies every time you text me. its all so perfect…i just dont wanna be THAT girl.