im thankful that i know where my worth stands, and i’m thankful that i wouldn’t ever dare hurt myself over an emotion that i know is so so temporary…but that still doesn’t take away the fact that when you have no one, it will always hurt.
i’ve only been here for two weeks…and i don’t think i can make it another three months. i haven’t felt this way in such a long time. i thought coming back would be different. but it just makes me realize that all of my friends from school have great families to go back home to. like me, they might not have many friends from high school left, or most of them don’t have boyfriends to go back to…but not only do i not have any of those things but i don’t even have family, and i can’t get out of the house because i’m so very unemployed. and i have a feeling that if i have to go back to chick fil a I’m just gonna be even more depressed than i am now.
feeling useless is the absolute worst feeling in the world to me. three. more. months.
praying i can get through this without going insane.